Where am I ????

I'm actually in mourning, that's where. These past couple of months have been stressful and I'm missing my old life where I only worked 5 days a week, I could ponder my future with hope and enthusiasm, and I could sleep a full night without waking up in a cold sweat, worrying about stuff. My "to do" list is a mile and a half long, responsibility is weighing heavy on my shoulders, and I'll be going through the equivalent of a train wreck in 5 months when the baby arrives - and yet I can't have a crisis, because it seems that everyone around me is busy having theirs...someone has to mind the house and the store, so to speak, and thats me. No one seems to even notice.

Ummm, can I get a refund on this one way ticket?

Sorry to bitch about it. Who would have thought that Good Fortune could be so stressful?

And yet, I have faith that the Universe will guide me towards happiness and prosperity. I guess I've just got to muck through it until...well, at least until my next day off (two down, five more to go). I'm trying to find inspiration - somewhere, to keep me going until then...