Headspace
Oh, it's almost 4am, and I'm wide awake. I had a fabulous, relaxing weekend - got a lot done, got nothing done - my agenda was loose and free form. The past two days at work, however, have got me worked up again -it exhausts me by 10:00pm, and wakens me at 3am, thinking about it.
I am looking forward, quite forward, to relaxing into my new job. The past few months have been a bit overwhelming. I'm trying to manifest the zen - the grace - into this endeavor. I think I am good at taking responsibility and making sure things are communicated to staff, but so far, I haven't had a real chance to strategize and prioritize my vision - which almost seems like a non zen-like thing to do - but it helps me get things out of my head and onto paper, holds things together. The technique has never failed my true intentions...
We had our ultrasound yesterday. What a fabulous experience it was! We watched our baby girl moving her hands and feet, opening her mouth. I'm only at 18 weeks - although I can hardly remember what it feels like not to be pregnant - and she looked well formed, healthy, and thriving. What a relief! Husband seems very happy, excited, protective.
Sleepy now, I feel better.
I am looking forward, quite forward, to relaxing into my new job. The past few months have been a bit overwhelming. I'm trying to manifest the zen - the grace - into this endeavor. I think I am good at taking responsibility and making sure things are communicated to staff, but so far, I haven't had a real chance to strategize and prioritize my vision - which almost seems like a non zen-like thing to do - but it helps me get things out of my head and onto paper, holds things together. The technique has never failed my true intentions...
We had our ultrasound yesterday. What a fabulous experience it was! We watched our baby girl moving her hands and feet, opening her mouth. I'm only at 18 weeks - although I can hardly remember what it feels like not to be pregnant - and she looked well formed, healthy, and thriving. What a relief! Husband seems very happy, excited, protective.
Sleepy now, I feel better.
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posted by AMO at 3:37 AM
1 Comments:
I heard about your blessing last night, I can easily invision the future, I can feel The Love surrounding your baby girl already. I feel amazingly blessed to be witness to such beauty, the most basic, elemental yet ultimate human expression of art, love and oneness with the universe. With so many uncles, this one will have a real time bringing any boys home for dinner...
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